What a waste

I really just realized that it would be a complete waste to let all the bullshit get to me. Im' really not worried about what most people think of what im typing. Even though i wasted only about 10 minutes on my last post the only meaningful thing i got out of it was that the only thing stopping anyone is death. It's really pathetic actually. In a way it's quite amusing to sit above all the wrong we do and just watch ( as i stated before). You actually learn a lot just by watching something, even if that something is done the wrong way you can correct yourself to set it straight again. I'm not suppose to right about some people because they just get even more pissy about it. Just stop reading. Really now, im not doing virtually anything to anyone yet im accused of bullshit. I might as well be lynched for whistling at a white chick. Most people would probably get the idea that im mad. I'm really not, actually im everything but mad. Maybe frustrated, but being angry has nothing to do with me on my part. School was alright, nothing big just went through daily motions , slapped on my disgusting soccer jersey and went to my soccer game. Tomorrow is a big game against vallejo. Im just going to listen to what coach said an not think about it, just come ready to play. While people criticeze my thoughts i, i began to think maybe editing my posts. I had an epiphany, it would just be lieing to myself and also a complete waste of time. I'll probably look back on this old pasts and remember this certain period of time, and i will most likely find myself on the ground with hard laughter. It's the embarrasing, or dramatic times that are sometimes the funniest. So i accept that im indirectly a part of this, itll be funny as hell to look back on. But i don't accept most of the drama that is going on. Well im going back to study freaking math and ap art history, i have tests tomorrow and it kinda sucks. night