The evening after homecoming.

Just got back from the library. im tired as hell. that 9 am soccer game killed me because i only got about 4 hours of sleep. Im still thinking about everything that happened last night and i don't regret really too much.Oh yeh i guess i gave this person myblog site which i just now realized wasnt the smartest thing i ve done in my life. I'm still going to update everything on here because i just i like the simplicity of this blogging site. It's like a diary in a way. Day to day feelings and things i want to remember. I still vividly remember my dance ahahha. Im probably a loser for remembering anything but it feels good to know that i may have feelings for someone other than Mrs. Lia ( thats what i am going to call here in this entries). I guess she wants to know who it is, but i want to talk to her in person about everything. I want to apologize for how i acted also, but in a way i also needed to do what i did. I released so much negative energy (XD i sound like one of those Zen losers). I really hope that i have another chance to hold someone that close again. Especially Ms. PYT ( thats what ill be calling the girls i danced with from now on). I guess i've been beleiving the lie that i don't Ms PYT. In fact i forced myself to beleive i didnt like anyone for awhile. I know for a fact that i may feel more than just a crush. But i don't want her to know that.aaa