Another day, another dollar, another thought

Today was pretty fun, a lot of laughs. grades are still on a slow rise. I think I can finish the year that hasnt even really started. Ive come across another problem that many people have. We all perceive the world differently, What i see beautiful is probably ugly to someone else. Our inability to understand other sides of a story causes drama to inflate and emotions to hieghten. THe real problem is that many people beleive there side of the story is accurate. Our veiws on something are always right and no one else's matters. For an example there is this very beautiful young woman at our school ( and yes she happens to be that girl i danced with). It seems that a lot of peoples views on her are filled with sometype of useless bullshit that they find, to hate or dislike her to an extreme extent. Problems or little things that they find true or accurate when in fact on an overlooking spot there wrong. In this problem i go around hearing everyons side of the story so i can piece toogether what the hell is really go on. It reall is just a big misunderstanding. I guess what i trying to display is an everyday mistake we will always (including myself) make. I can only see as far as i can see for myself. The only thing stopping me from seeing farther into a deep situation is my standing point. In order to be on top I have to walk around and see what is going on like im doing now. Im really not all that great of a person and wether or not people think that i continue to think negatively on myself so i can continue to improve. Some say i can be Modest, i beleive im just and idiot making the best with what i have. Some say i can be sweet, but i beleive im not sweet enough. some say I'm cute, but i know that i no where near that. Many say i am " hella good" at soccer, but in reality im really not good enough. some say she likes me, but i beleive that she couldn't. I perceive things a little lesser then they should so i can build up things i need to work on, and continue building on my strongpoints. I dont know if im being to negative smoetimes though, but thats just another limitation given to me by myself. Tomorrow i will make the best day i can with what i have. I want too see that smile, the smile nella has nothing on. Those warmth in her eyes, that contrasts the cold when im stared down by nella. The only thing that she cant beat is that nella is the only nella. But Ris( new name for the girl i dance with, i find it catchy) is the only Ris. Just thinking about Ris i want to begin this new day, nella has someone new, why dont I?