pretty wierd. im doing two posts in a day? i guess people start reading these crap posts more then i thought. That being the case i really don't care. They'll finally see my true thoughts. I guess im here because i have really no control over anything anymore. i cant do hw right now because i cant focus at all. Just looked at some new homecoming pictures. I found myself pondering the thought what if i was him, what if i could go back and change the past. Saying that i wouldnt change anything is cliche' and i know there a few things id like to change. I feel kind of empty right now, i really can't explain it, but the pit of my stomach is aching for something. I miss what i use to call my best friend. I guess i really do. God can't bring back feelings that have been left for dead. If he can't then nobody can i guess. Guessing for losers who don't know anything, i guess im being one. Emotions stem from something, and that source is constantly moving. The thing is, i don't want that source to leave. Even if it does hurt to have it around. I want this new day to come quicker.