HOMECOMING

I felt her silky dress ooze through my fingers as we stepped to the beat. It was a slow song and i could feel the heat rising off of her skin, my heart would flutter at every step which made me very uncomfortable. But it was worth the while as i held her in my arms. A few times i thought the song ended so i sort of messed up :). She still owes me two dances, but one could be enough for a lifetime. Words cannot describe what i would like to say. So i just decide not to say them, Someone of her stature would frown upon me. For a little bit i thought maybe i felt something, even if it was little, just something to hold on to, not just a memory a feeling. Something i haven't felt in what seems a long time. I don;t want to be selfish so ill hide my feelings away for the time being. On the other hand this " person" brought her friends from frisco. I have to say it did bother me. But i knew she wouldnt care either way, were not on the best of terms. I guess hes a really nice guy and i can't beat that. Maybe if i just danced with her once as a friend i would have felt better. But i didnt let it bother me. I had a good time. And just one dance with one person made my day. I will continue to pursure what i should be pursuing. well i gotta sleep. i have about 7 hours before my soccer game...... aishiteru