Awoke to the dead cold of my room. All i had was a sheet and my boxers on. No pillow , forget the laundry. Got up and looked at my chem homework and waited for it to finish itself. Didn't happen so i reluctantly finished the job. I got to school kinda tired an irritated, im tired of the same daily scheduale, yet i need to revert back to it so i can keep my grades up. Truthfully I really don't feel much of anything, as in i literally don;t feel much of anything. All i feel now a days is stress and nothing with a tinge of nothing drizzled with a lot of nothing and served on a plate of soreness from working out.
Starting now im just going to type words that come to mind and see what they form:.. the upbringing of a such things brings us to what i call death and despair, the long hard wind blew and brang death and despair upon us. the upbringing of a baby. life death immortality are just words to describe what is real and what is not, death and life are real. reality serves nothing and nothing comes to reality. The actual truth to anything is ambiguous, the only truth we get is from what we derive from false evidence. truth is a variable that is never right. i dont beleive. to might not come and coming is just another form of leaving and not leaving. with that said the form of life begins to degrade and break down to it's simplest form. With that form i can obtain the true meaning to anyones life. that answer to life is found within what we are as humans, we cannot find this source because we are to taintted with lifes disguting, vile, influences. I do beleive that if anything were to bring death to the world it would have to be for a good reason unless performed by us ourselves. when the angels come down and slowly sever the connection between our body and mind it's all for a good cause, judging is in our nature, because we as a being wil end up being judged after the very end. i really do feel the full on force of pain. Through death and life i see what both sides are, and what they aren't. What i can;t see through is love and that is something that no one will find out. It;s just another variable that can only be right by the people who make it right for themselves. I want to be right. Will you be my love?
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