I'm really not much of a writer, but the truth doesnt bother me in this situation because im writing for the hopes that maybe ill reach out to myself one day. I'm really not feeling all that great both physically and emotionally. I can;t really explain but i've been thinking alot how i want things to come together and how they actually are. Life isn't some disney channel movie where everyone wins, its just a negative world where we try to stay positive. Everything is dying including ourselves. People running around shooting the shit out of each other because its their turf. We don't own earth, we own the thought that it's ours. People starting crap because they have nothing else better to do, when we could all just come together and just wade it out. I dislike the fact that most of my ideas are effectively put out their by me. I want to show people where i stand in the world, so maybe some little kid will grow up and take the good of me. The positive, and be something better then what we are today. Not some lazy knucklehead who goes around with their little sohpmore girlfriends overdosing on ecstasy while rubbing each others bodies not knowing that there killing themselves with a narcotic. It seems im stuck in this everlasting hell hole, and i can't change my mood to make things not hell. There is a positive in all this negative but im not finding it.
Happiness stems from success and good emotions. If love brings pain then how can you find happiness through it? Love just hurts, it doesn't do anything for anyone. It's just a word people use when they want to get with you. Love is meaningless. peace
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