Use to it.

And so ends another day full of dtrama. Seems like no matter what i say i'll indirectly mess things up.

I guess what they say has some truth, i better just get over it all, especially if there taken. But i also haven't done anytihng to apologize for. It's pathetic really. So i'll just end it by staying out of their lives, in a way. So i'm going to hit the waves again, this time not searching but just riding the waves. When i stopped searching i found something. An oyster with a pearl.

 So i guess really without saying to much, is i found it. And its gone. But it's still here.
I'll take the time to stitch up my cuts. Then i'll make sure everyone else is ok. I'll stay away from the pearl as long as the oyster needs, and as long as i need.
Maybe the oyster will leave, maybe it will stay. Chances are that i may never get it back. So i'll continue surfing

Surfing.

I guess i was expecting an i love you.

But what good would life be if u got everything u expected. I'm going to return stronge, or at least try.


I'm use to riding alone. So this will be no different

Who knows maybe the surf will bring it back, maybe i'll finally get that big wave, Maybe i can finally return home.