You

If things continue to play out the way they are, I don't know if i can fully make it out of this one. But i'll make sure that you do.


I can't sleep, my muscles are tingling and the little stuffed dog sitting on my bed is the only thinking helping me relax. Why am i stressed? i've done nothing, yet i feel like i can make things right if i just try and do the right thing. Not thinking of myself, stuff these thoughts away like usual and furthering the day by waiting for my escapes. I feel like my homes drifting away from me, ironically finding a new place to settle down, people would try to force me in, but that only made things worse. They DO NOT understand anything thats going on, and every word that comes out of my mouth hasn't helped a bit. All i can offer up is tools to maybe make the pain go away and solve things. I can barely think right now, my hands are shaking terribly and my hearts racing. Maybe i should go for a run.


I'm offering myself up as a tool, not in the way most of you delinquents are thinking, to help you when you need it, and to be stored away when your done. I'm sort of use to that and i guess i know how to deal with it. This is about you more than it is me, so i'll do what it takes. Like i said ill store these away, there is no Tai wave, no tai boat. Just me,

and there's not much.