Drifting

I looked into her eyes as the sun slowly tinted the surrounding cement into a brownish grey. I looked deeply into her eyes and found myself slowly falling yet i let myself fall. I lost myself in the pigments of green and saw myself skipping freely. My eyes closed my heart lost it's own tempo. i couldn't control anything at the moment and I noticed that i steadily worked everything happening to the back of my head for safe keeping. when my eyes opened the warm caress was lifted off my lips and back to where they were orignally placed. I felt the trickle of saliva slither down the back of my throat while i continued to be amazed at what i had just done. She turned around and left with the comment it's been like three years. I smiled under my breath and under the hard beating of my heart and turned away so i could continue on home. I woke up to find beads of sweat sopping off of the peach fuzz on my upper lip. I was endowed with a sense of tranquility as i peered out of my sliding glass window into the cold of the morning. I was terrified at the fact that i would dream of a flashback so vividly. I was scared because i cared for her so much.

Deep down i knew that it was just another useless memory because in the end she would pick dog food over me. I shoved these thoughts once again to the back of my head but not for safe keeping, to be forgotten. I went through the whole day mindless and boring. I hide so much that no one understands. I want to tell someone but i know they wouldnt understand. Every day i slowly find myself drifting off. back to where i place all my thoughts. To hide it all i act like a jerk or say something unethical. This is a day just like the rest. I have to keep moving even if it's an uncontrolled drift. wether you read this or not. I think of you everyday.

Hello there

I'm Tai and I am new to this blogging website. I hope to realease my mind (and cock) and meet some new people and find old ones